Sunday, January 2, 2011

Trey is growing up!

I'm happy to report that for the first time in a long long time I feel happy! So happy each day to mother my boy. So happy to have him in our family, to see him light up my husband and kids with joy. I love my life. I love watching Trey, my miracle grow each day.
Of course, it still literally nauseates me to think of him choking on his cord, or of his brother and sister losing strength and health and dying inside me. I feel anger at the current OB world that won't recognize or research cord related deaths. I have to push out feelings of ache for my angel babies because wanting them here with me will only make me sick, since that is one wish I can not have.
But honestly, what a distraction caring for Trey is. I see his siblings in him each day and love on him more since I can't love on them. I love my boy!!!!


7 comments:

Stock Family said...

WOW!! What a cute chunker! He is precious!

Julie and Joel Montgomery said...

LOVE HIM!!!! You are amazing. Have I mentioned that lately???

S. and A. Millar said...

He is so stinkin cute!! And growing like a weed!!! I owe you a phone call, sorry! Some one in our house has been sick every day since the day after Christmas :{ I will get you called though, I think about ya every day, and then my day is over in the blink of an eye! I'm glad to hear of your happyness, how could you not be happy looking at that smiley baby all day ;)talk to you soon!

Tyler and Kendyl said...

He is SO cute Kelly and man has he changed since I last saw you! I'm so glad you are all doing so well. Miss you

Bri said...

He is amazing! Maybe Ellie can marry the redhead like I always wanted to?

JennC said...

Ahhh, he looks great! Nothin' cuter than a chubby baby! Happy that you are able to enjoy life lately. Makes me smile. :o)

BeckyinQC said...

He is the CUTEST little thing EVER!! I love those chunky legs!

I have been meaning to get with you. I was thinking that maybe we could put a couple's night together for a box making but would love to have your help in spreading the word too! We thought of maybe doing some giveaways for couples (like massages, or date nights). Sound fun?

Let me know your thoughts. My e-mail is becky@laneeslegacy.com or my cell is 602-481-6342.

By the way, I couldn't agree with you more about the "cord incidents". There are too many and I too don't understand how doctors can't think that this is not random? I have too many moms that have contacted me and shared their stories and told of multiple cord incidents. I have a very good friend (also named Kelly) who had a similar experience as you. UGH!

Anyway, I hope your Christmas was wonderful and hope to see you soon!